In the midst of all these, she has made me smile. :')

Even my mind, being so skeptical and all, about her and everything else, from my past to the present. I do know the consequences and where this is going. I'm probably gonna end up hitting the wall. Most likely, I would crash n' burn. My instincts only do tell me, this is also one of those that's bound to have no future. All along, I have denied my instinct and I've always turned out wrong. This time around, it's probably gonna be the same. I only do hope this lasts a little longer. At least, a little bit more time for me convince myself to let go again.

I'm playing with fire again, I only do hope I could see that little light and feel the warmth again. Deep within, it starts to hurt again. ;'(