Ego

Being weak and loud... that's what I have been. Feels as if I'm the last guy in the race, screaming and shouting from behind as if I'm as good as the rest. I've lost count of how many times I told myself I'd be better and stronger that I have always been. It has all been a lie for myself. I am getting weaker and selfish. I've seen the way she defends and protect me. The one that makes sure you keep up and waits for you. The one that makes sure you didn't fall behind. You know, it's these kind of people that made you realize the kind of monster you have become deep inside and you know if you continue to be what you are, you will hurt that ones that protect you and watch over you.

"It's easier to be angry than to be calm. Easier to hurt than to comfort. Easier to destroy than to protect. Easier to force others to change than to fix our self."