Dear Maxx,

Rest your case & go to sleep!
It's simple, you have an expiry date, you don't live forever.
Look back each time something goes out of hand your life gets better.
Look back at the computers you use. Current ones are better than imagined! And guess what?! The next one is gonna be even better!
Look back at the phones you use. Currents ones are better than imagined! And guess what?! The next one is gonna be even better!
The best part is, as you go through the limitation and setbacks. You make yourself much more savvy with it, the next few is used and appreciated better!
What's so different with your next relationship, right?
You did your best, you were already better than before. Yes you may not be the best boyfriend on Earth, and certainly is not. Yes it is not what you expected it to be, but hey! No loss! You are yet still far from your dream self! You can be even better for the next.
For now it is over, yes you are sad, it turns you depress. But hey look at the bright side, you have a new life now. As for now, you should strive to be better. The people in my future deserves a better me than I currently am! No more hard feelings, no more why. Don't frown anymore. It's not gonna turn back time and make things better.

Yes you love her dearly, but hey, whats not meant to be will never meant to be right? Perhaps she's gonna have a better person than you were, so would you. Memories were sweet, time has passed. Don't let your past mistakes go to waste! Be a better person!

Dear God, after 3 years of wondering when am I going to be able to spread my wings and fly? I am ready ;)