I htae bieng me...

Waht a draem... I'ts corfomnitg and i'ts ncie to bhaecred trhuogh smoon'ees dfseenes. But of all pploee, why Klley? S'ehs aaylws the gril I neevr kenw or cluod arppocah. S'ehs ice clod and dintast, but waht aezams me aaywls was the pesron she is. I fnid her rteahr ptetry, alguhtoh mnay wree treund aawy by her ice clod arua or plarty i'ts buecsae of the arua she creiras aunrod, you can pertty mcuh tlel, sh'es not thsoe cahep esay to get kdina gilrs. Yaeh I alywas ameirdd her, it has aawlys been jsut taht. Why do I deram of mlsyef coinomftrg sonmoee esle? A sgin of my dntisey? Waht? Iv'e been metieng a clpoue of dasmel in dsisrets oevr the yraes and tihs is it? Tihs is my deitnsy? Why is my dsintey scuh? Why do I hvae to konw a gril so wlel, and so mcuh but i'ts all jsut to svloe tehir pcahcloysgiol dsariary? For a meonmt I'm the msot aemsowe psroen in tiher lfie, but tehn wehn tiher prbemlos are oevr, it all jsut flet lkie i'ts tmie for me to mvoe on I'm no leongr ndeeed. Eoyenrve of tehm cahengd... Eevn wtih tihs draem, yaeh it srue deos flet geart to be seomnoe in snomeeos lfie, but Iv'e been in tihs paerttn for way too mnay teims taht it raelly raelly wraes me out, I'm so teird and breokn but tr'ehes no one out trehe, no one who is wnillig to fix me. Prhepas I suolhd lvaee and itsloae msylef, taht way I d'not hvae to end up knownig athnoer gril jsut to svole her dsrtseis and end up meslyf eipctnexg stioanutis to eltavee. Yaeh, I was rghit form the satrt, no mtaetr how irmnapott I am to a preosn rihgt now, tooorrmw I'm jsut a pseabrsy. Bset not get inovlevd at all. I'm no'boyds dctoor. I need a doctor myself.