When you were standing in the wake of devastation
When you were waiting on the edge of the unknown
With the cataclysm raining down
Insides crying “Save me now”
You were there, impossibly alone
Do you feel cold and lost in desperation?
You build up hope, but failure’s all you’ve known
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go. Let it go
And in a burst of light that blinded every angel
As if the sky had blown the heavens into stars
Felt the gravity of tempered grace
Falling into empty space
No one there to catch you in their arms
Do you feel cold and lost in desperation?
You build up hope, but failure’s all you’ve known
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go. Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Do you feel cold and lost in desperation?
You build up hope, but failure’s all you’ve known
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go. Let it go
Been meditating to this song for a few days now. Yes I remembered all the sadness and frustrations, I know no matter what, I can't turn things around by brewing up all these feelings inside. Let go, for what was lost I am ready to seek something better than what I've lost. Many things happen beyond my living flesh could possibly control. The damage is done, beyond what the flesh can feel. It has been beyond that. I used to be calm, used to be strong. Due to all these I lost it all, I became what I always hated to be. It is a fact, when such destruction hits us.. nobody will be there to pick us up from these emotional turmoil... Such people never exist... and silly of me, I always tried to be the one that pick people up from their emotional mess. Tried to make such people exist. But look at me now, deep down I kept crying "save me now".. nobody's there. Everyone is shrouded in their own mess.
But all in all, there's no pointing of finger. I can only say, what was taken away from me was the right thing to happen. After all I've seen, I know I'm not good enough for it all. It's not that I am not capable, perhaps I was being held back.
