For the past 1 year I've been erratic, temperamental. I've failed many times to be what I believed in. I was wrong, way too wrong to behave in this way. I've been struggling to find my way back. And I've been on this bad rampage, lashing it out at everyone that crosses my path. One day I'm ok, and the others, I was not. I've totally forgotten how important it was to stay awesome, regardless of what that has happened, you never never ever not be awesome. I've failed. I had to admit, I've been struck hard onto a dead wall. I need to catch up with my past and make peace with it.

"Never try to change or tell others to change, but be an influence for them to change. Because if you try to change others, the only one that will change is you."

Maxx, let's stop this bullshit, work hard, work at what you love, don't be an asshole and stay AWESOME.