What does it mean to have someone to rely on? I tend to abandon those who seek for me. I'm so sorry I can only sit and watch how things fall apart. Must've been selfish isn't it? Yet I feel used, everytime I tried to reach out, I can't help but to be held back... I'm no hero. One came and asks question like they cared. I don't know if they do, but all I've known is, I've watched them from afar, I know about their problems. And I've always felt like I know why they seek this place for comfort. I used to believe in giving hope for others. I no longer hope. In days like these, it's hard to be hopeful for anything.

How do you feel, when someone checks on you just to make sure you still care for them? I feel like a goldfish in a glass jar.