I used to be a boy who believes in love...
I used to believe that if I tell the girl I love the 3 lovely words everyday, and for everyday she would also do the same.
I used to believe that if I personally do things for the girl that I love, she could rely on me and she can relax and be pampered.
I used to believe that I would and should be as gentleman as I could be to the girl I love, so that she would be gentle and kind to me always.
I used to believe that if I could spend as much time as I can for the girl that I love, it would make up for the period of time that I am forced to be apart from her.
I used to believe that if I put her problems and priority first and put my best effort to be by her side, that one day if I should fall down on with my own problems she would be the one who can lift me up and walk with me.
I used to believe that if I learn and do the things she have interests in, I could connect much better with her.
I used to believe that I would show her my best affection for her, kissing and hugging her as much as I can, she would know how much she means to me.
I used to believe that if I give her the freedom she needs, she would love me as much as she could.
I used to believe that if I stay true to myself, she would never doubt the real person I am.
I used to believe that if I encourage the girl that I love in everything she do, she could be strong in everything she does.
I used to believe that if I were to love her as much as I can, as though it's my last day to live, it would be enough to last her a lifetime.
Somehow, someday... this part of me might die one day. I would like to remind myself that some point in my life, this was a part of me, a part that I used to believed in and used to live for.
