In my heart, it says "You've always wanted to live independently, you don't want to rely on my presence in your life. Why, why is anything that I am saying right now even matter to you? This road is about you and how you felt and how you wish to go on with your life only. My feelings? You decide what I should feel and what I would feel about you. Don't look back anymore, you're doing a good job. I don't need anything back. It's given to you, in hope that you'd be happy. So don't look back at me anymore, a gift is a gift, it's not meant for me even it was given by me. Focus on your present love and life."