ttTaby..

1st of all i hope i not too perasaan, hahaha. Im really glad u read what i wrote, thnx for the time. didnt expect to see what you wrote for me, but yes i would spare abit of my time once in awhile goin thru what u wrote. i understand what u felt when writing this, but dont put down your hope just yet. im sorry if i might've missed out anything you wanted me to read but im glad i did on this. im sorry i took so long.

Somethings, you would atleast share it with the person you shared your love with. you share your love and sorrow with them, it would not be love if your sorrows arent shared. yes it would be hard to tell, especially they are those things that is buried deep within your heart that words could no longer express what it felt like.

Glad you could rely on your "diary" to pillow your ups and downs, but sadly i do not know how make use of mine. im not quite the sharing person especially when it involves deep things that involves inner feelings, im not really good at expressing it out even its on my own diary. i could only stuff it in deeper and deeper. most of the time when im on the surface, its completely gone and forgotten. but when brought up, it would just be a heavier load to bear. but heck, God knows what im going through, i believe in his divine deliverance.

if you really need a place to shoulder those, you could tell it out to me, id be a good listener and i wont judge. after all u know who i am. dont end up like me living in vain :)

I really hope i could make everything simple but i kno it would never be something someone can achieve it alone. Lets just do our best.

Really grateful for your post, sry i got long winded.