It's a common thing for me to wake up in a midnight-morning, to start thinking, after going thru a bad day. In a way, I am talking to myself, giving myself philosophical thoughts, of which I would want to write it down on my blog giving myself sound advices. Whatever happens in a bad day, I would really digest all of it at the end of that day, and write it down whatever I have digested, as bad as the day would get that is how much I would have for output in this blog. I'm calling this the rainy day effect, taking sad days as the rain, it may not be pleasurable and nice to go thru it but at the end of the day, it washes the Earth up making it a new clean tomorrow.
I am the kind of human that can at times be blinded by resentment, I do not want to be writing down how bad things has been instead I want to write about the outcome of it. I am only but a human, I made my mistakes, I stumble and fall, but its OK, I will always live through next day taking my next step in life ever wanting to change for the better so badly. 10 years down the road, if I were to stumble and fall, I could look back at all these. In attempt to give myself a good reason to change. At the end of the day, you wont want to only realise what life is really about on your death bed, looking back at it with all the "IF"s if you fail to understand the concept of life in your younger years.
Through this blog, I am opening up my thoughts to the world & to the people who cares about me.
