Good that you finally realise. I'm happy for you. For so many months i tried to make u realise such things. and guess what you did it without me, im glad you understood it all. thats great news. so i guess my purpose is done. i cant wait to go back to my cave. it is ok, all the good things that has happened, give credit to god. all the bad is my own doing, so you can put it all on me. you can save the good news for someone else who is more deserving. right now, i dont wish for or want anything else but my life back.