Just live on with your life. You're doing great, don't stop and look forward.



thanx alot for the song for encouragement.
you have alot of people looking forward to u in their life. thats good. in time you will be better.
ive grown up in a lonely world. i will never understand what is it to be expected from others. so i only know being alone can bring me back to the world. i know i am difficult. but i dont need any pity.

Yes I am completely destroyed by everything in the past. it's my own fault. I gave hope to everything but I gave none for myself. I failed to manage my own feelings. i am fine alone over here. i will pick myself up again. not now but in time i would. i know my life better, no matter how i pray to god, i am never the lucky kid. everything i ever wanted, i would have to work very hard for them. even if i put in all that i got, i am still far from it. this is me, this is my life. this is my relationship with god. i am too damaged to even want someone to come and comfort me. im tired of winning people's heart. i am tired of asking for help. i am tired of having feelings. i dont wish to deal with anyone's anymore. i am fine by myself.

just leave me alone. dont have to see what i am going through. dont have to feel guilty. my psychological life has been a tough one. i will learn to deal with it better.

just live on with your life and ignore mine. it's the best for you.