Who ever you are, God bless you. Everything I ever hoped for, everything I ever wanted, everything I worked for. My every effort, you got hold of it all. I am only left with a whole bunch of emptiness. Good for you. God bless u.

Well, it's pretty clear now isn't it, God? I hope you're happy with the results. I hope you're finally satisfied. Without sacrificing something, no good will ever come out won't it? Your big book of life wrote it all down pretty clearly with so many examples. Thanks for taking me down this long road, over this many years just to turn everything out like these.. Sure thanks a lot for making me part of this plan. And yeah thanks for telling me you know what's up in my heart, you surely do understand and knows how to take advantage of that. And yeah, from now on, please count me out. I am not capable anymore, I would be really thankful. You don't have to heal me or what-so-ever, just to put me through something like these again. It's alright, you can count someone else in instead of me. If your plan is to break me into pieces, well guess what, you've successfully done it. If this is how you love me. Sure, thanks a lot. I have nothing more to offer you, furthermore whatever that you gave me is yours anyway. So you can keep it for someone else from now on. Just leave me like this, I'm fine with it. You said you understand everything, so yes please understand this. I quit, I'm not good enough for your plans. Just leave me alone.